I seldom say it now unless I mean it, so respect it if I said it many times before. Don’t scare me, I know the consequences myself. I came across the thought equivalent to over a million, yet so far, it has only led me to narrow the idea that time knows. However, half of this time we talk of can only be unraveled if we wrap our fingers around it. And let our hearts acknowledge it. I may never be at hand like I used to, but I hope you know I’ve embodied everything I learned from this. I will embrace your gratitude forever. Even if forever is inevitable. What I’m really saying is, is that you are right tables has turned. But I’m not scared. If the clock lies, then after-all, it was never ours. Thank you for your love, in fact I may never see more. There’s too much to say, but I’ve said enough. If you know well, you should know that my intentions are at a positive force, although the actions may be at despite. And it most definitely isn’t easy, but it isn’t as hard as before. So let just me.    

Back from blue. I’m starting to feel the presence of success, in terms of reaching some of my dreams. I’ve been so inspired lately. And I know I’m gonna get far. Cause I have an inspiration. And I desire. But, if it all comes crashing down again, I know how to get up now. And it’s through perseverance. My own perseverance, and now I don’t depend on anyone but myself, cause I know I’m happy where I stand. I’m happy w/ myself. FINALLY. I’m on top of myself again, and that means there’s no need to be looking down, on anything nor anyone.

Cause I ain’t no insecure. And I ain’t know insecurities.

baby it’s you.

feels good to be back. feels good.