January 2012
5 posts
The feel of my absence presents my success.
I'm doing this because I'm not ashamed like you...
I seldom say it now unless I mean it, so respect it if I said it many times before. Don’t scare me, I know the consequences myself. I came across the thought equivalent to over a million, yet so far, it has only led me to narrow the idea that time knows. However, half of this time we talk of can only be unraveled if we wrap our fingers around it. And let our hearts acknowledge it. I may never be...
December 2011
2 posts
erudess asked: Your bone structure is amazing x
November 2011
6 posts
just living in the moment, most of the time.
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You should know what you deserve, it's obvious,...
Back from blue. I’m starting to feel the presence of success, in terms of reaching some of my dreams. I’ve been so inspired lately. And I know I’m gonna get far. Cause I have an inspiration. And I desire. But, if it all comes crashing down again, I know how to get up now. And it’s through perseverance. My own perseverance, and now I don’t depend on anyone but myself,...
Anonymous asked: You look so fit! How do you do it!? (:
October 2011
3 posts
I am a descendant of the ugly, who has chosen to embrace and embody the...
– Camille M.
September 2011
7 posts
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Forever, an inevitable word, just as...
I am dead shit disappointed. That feel of innovation seems to be inconsistent, I’m allowing myself to fall apart once again, and like everything else, it has expense.
However, the pain of anything doesn’t exist anymore. My misfortune revolves around my frustration.
Camille why can’t you get your priorities on point, stop with the jitters, those dreams of yours, may be at heart...
I don't want to misuse all the "miss you's"
one-mic:
That’s why I seldom say it now unless I mean it.
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#asyoursoundasleep, here I am again.
Nothing corresponds. 50/50 ain’t fair if I’m giving you 100, better yet 200. What else can I do to show you my worth, when sometimes, your sanity triggers that part of my brain to forget my own self value. In circles, you trained me to give you more than just my word. When you’ve hurt me, I pushed you away but only for about two inches, two minutes, cause I already experienced...
I admit, I’m an overly materialistic young lady; break my heart, just...
– My self and I.
August 2011
8 posts
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I’m an invisible monster & I’m incapable of loving anybody. You don’t know...
– Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters (via chelseababy)
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And when you're not a little boy anymore, when the...
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Boy Meets World.
Topanga: I wasn’t sure this day would ever come, but you were. I wasn’t sure love could survive everything we put it through, but you were. You were always strong and always sure. And now I know I want you to stand beside me for the rest of my life. That’s what I’m sure of. Cory: Ever since I was young I never understood anything about the world, and I never understood...
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I love your smile. That's about it.
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We're just doin' what we love,
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July 2011
51 posts
What most females have to understand is that men will go out of their way to do right for their lady, that is, if she’s what he wants. Meaning, if he’s not doing the things you expect him to do, cut the complaining, it’s not entirely his fault or him to blame, you have to face the fact - you are not the one for him.
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I really hope you folks are analysing that new...
Alright, where do I start?
What about my life as for today, or yesterday, or everyday.
There’s just this thing that pulls me into staying tuned for life success stories. Celebrities’ life, and how they’ve accomplished their dreams.
From every story I’ve watched, each says “just reach, cause nothing is out of reach.”
Well, as for me, my stubborn, and childish...
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Noblesse Oblige: Don't Force It →
julianfbeezy:
If it’s not coming real smoothly for don’t push yourself too much. If you keep forcing yourself onto something you eventually forget the purpose of what you’re doing and it no longer becomes genuine; just like that smile. Don’t make yourself into something you’re not, don’t do things that aren’t…
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His name on my phone :3
When him and I are in good terms: “No name.” -Just a habit that I don’t insert contacts on my phone, instead its automatically remembered by heart.
When in bad terms: “Don’t pick up.”
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EVERYTIME MY MOTHER
comes home from work and,
sees our cat: OHHHHH BABY CAT, how are youuu. Oh poor thing, haven’t ate anything huh? Don’t worry I bought you your favorite. Mwah mwah mwah.
me: “hmm hello mother, what about us? did you get us anything?
she answers: “no, wtf I’m broke.”
-___-
She pumped oxygen into the nearly dyin chemistry.
She convinced herself that. he was her remedy. But all she wanted to do was to resurrect those memories.
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for the first time.
Confessions about life as Camille. =)
I’m probably the most complex person I know. I’m easily drawn to a desire, to a passion. And sadly, I engage too much into a certain **person, emotion, situation.
An addiction to wanting everything, EVERYTHING.
An addiction to wanting TO BE everything, DO everything that caught my eye.
Some say it’s a good thing, but to me, it comes with...
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if it fits those days when you led our dates, yeah...
I think I’m finally beginning to understand this disparity that I have when the moon comes up. I mean, to be honest it’s not only when the moon comes up anymore. Without company, I feel complete lonesome. It’s like something is truly missing in my life. I believe in the saying being alone doesn’t define loneliness. I used to jump around with a smile on face, ALWAYS, as if...
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in-vein:
MEMORIES MEMORIES MEMORIES, people that will forever be a part of my life.
The feel of satisfaction is still not at hand. Summer barely just woke up, and that cold water is only for back up. Tell me when it’ll hit me; one more year to go, and I’ll also be walking across that stage. Oh how time flies, just yesterday I was still running around panicking what in the world to wear for...