Confessions about life as Camille. =) 

I’m probably the most complex person I know. I’m easily drawn to a desire, to a passion. And sadly, I engage too much into a certain **person, emotion, situation.

An addiction to wanting everything, EVERYTHING.

An addiction to wanting TO BE everything, DO everything that caught my eye.

Some say it’s a good thing, but to me, it comes with a shit load of disappointment. I’m honestly like a little girl that has her hopes way too elevated.

Once I don’t need it, I want it. Once I do need it, I still want it. And I gotta have it, I will have it. Lol

It’s my forehead and my mouth, that leads to such character. -I was said.

In short, I’m a stubborn bitch that never shuts up. Ya know it mom. Only my true self of course.

FETISH FETISH FETISH: SHOES! purses. CLOTHES. feathery hipster elegant fitted stripshowed materialistic hobo. If that makes any sense? A style that is also very.. complex, I believe a mood uplifts an outfit. And the essence of an ugly feature eliminates the necessity of perfection. 

Perfection however, means every spec. I dream in hype with perfection, and that is why at this very moment, I’m a failure.

I have very little accomplishments compared to an average academic nerd.

Singing is where I find warmth, writing is where I find warmth. Dancing, swimming, running, playing, tripping, anything -ing I’m interested in. Being active is where I believe I’ll always shine. At my own paise, yeah. 

CAMILLE’S PERSONAL THOUGHT IN APPEARANCE.

I honestly believe that everyone is “pretty” in their own way. And depending on the way a certain person highlights their beauty carries out either their own good, or bad glow.

So when I walk in a mall, a judgment only varies from typical to eyecandy. 

NO UGLY. Only hella ugly :D and that’s only when it comes to a bad ass personality that sizzles from within. For instance, this one “desperate” loser that resides in the faraway capital of CA. Hope you’re finally blessed.

BLESSED. Contentment. I am very. In terms of interpersonal communication, I know well. I master analyzing the way a person is. And that is why, an odd character that differs from people I’m used really gets to me, in a good way.

It’s just something about a strange aura that makes a person attractive. Ironic actually, this deep attachment I have for this particular significant other. It’s inevitable how much appreciation a person can have for the other just to gain a companion.

I WILL NEVER TEXT/CALL/LALALADURU YOU FIRST, if I have a deep.. anything for you. It’s just how my mind keeps it’s sanity nowadays. So it’s all on you, cause I’m completely fine.

The smallest of things brings my happiness. And once you’ve made me happy, I’ll remember you forever.

And the smallest of things also triggers my sadness, and once you’ve made me sad, I’ll also remember you forever.

No one knows myself more than myself, and the way I see myself, is how I can potentially see others.

I AM OBSESSED WITH MYTHOLOGY, ASTROLOGY, the extraordinary, supernatural. ACIENT ALIENS! lol 

A VIRGO. Yeah, definitely my horoscope is on point. Whether it was from personality to romance.

Ok, well enough about that.

RANDOM FACTS.

Daily routines:

I take about twenty-thirty minutes moisturizing after getting out the shower.

It’s part of my lifestyle to at least get an hour of exercise in, or else I’ll begin to PMS.

When I am pms-ing, I’m more productive.

I talk so fuckin much, my mouth never shuts.. unless I’m quiet, in a bad mood, waiting to get an apology lol.

I’m never angry for more than an hour or two, I can never hold a grudge.. but I think I’m beginning to learn to.

I believe everything is learned, like complaining, or procrastinating.

I sing most in the shower. I sing better with an empty stomach.

I never nap, I just can’t. Like sleeping in class, I also just can’t.

When I grow up.. I want to be.. everything. Haha

I have anxiety issues, and I just recently discovered that I have hyperventilation issues due to that anxiety.

I love pool.

I’m more cyber/social blah blah connected at night, when I’m in bed haha.

I have the craziest BFFs ever, forreal. They’re … different.

BLAHBLAHBLAH, my mind is currently not processing correctly, be back later.