Alright, where do I start?

What about my life as for today, or yesterday, or everyday.

There’s just this thing that pulls me into staying tuned for life success stories. Celebrities’ life, and how they’ve accomplished their dreams.

From every story I’ve watched, each says “just reach, cause nothing is out of reach.”

Well, as for me, my stubborn, and childish personality has always led me to be hopeful and willing to be everything I see a human being can potentially be. Which is basically EVERYTHINNG, from a doctor to a newscaster. An architect to a flight stewardess. From a hairstylist to Chun Lee. From a princess to a mad scientist.

Yes, as cliche as it may sound though, I’ve always loved being in front of an audience. Well, I mean atleast my cousins, or the people that I’m extremely vibrant around. I’ve always loved owning and reflecting upon a different character.

At times, I even envy other kids that has complete stage parents. Because, if my parents supported me to do what I want, from the beginning, I’ve would’ve probably been three steps ahead of where I am right now. Instead, they tell me that if I’m destined to be whatever I am, I will eventually be it.

I believe it. That’s why I’m nowhere near a workshop, or a recording studio. That’s why I’m trying to get a diploma at the age of 17, and a degree by 20.. and so on. But no success comes in a wink of an eye. If you want to be driven, you gotta strive with all you have.

I don’t want that typical pattern of an average happy, content individual that goes to highschool, succeeds in college, settles for a fixed career, get married, raises a family, then dies.

I mean, hypothetically speaking I want something so much more than that. Cause at this point, I am no content individual that will choose a straight path to a joyful life. I want to experience the feel of pain for something I’m actually really passionate about, not just the pain of solving teenage drama, or getting a homework in on time.

It’s true that, education is the base of everything. That every materialistic object can be taken away from you but not your knowledge. I have no problem whatsoever about knowledge dad. In fact, I actually enjoy listening to my teachers and doing my work, whenever I am on task. But you see, that is something any kid can say, that is something any kid can just experience.

It’s inevitable how that at this age, I’m nagging about slipping in this race that society ridiculously brought to our time. I need a solid support system that will tell me, this is it. I need to start moving. I have all the right tools to make a craft art. And definitely I have all the right perspective to make my life a masterpiece. I just want the experience.

I need to gain the confidence. I want to sing in front of anybody, and everybody. I want to be in front of a camera. I want to struggle, and I want to improve. I know what I have, and can be. If only, you guys will allow to run on my own, and rely on that.

I would love to be Dermatologist mom, or an Intel from the Air force Lolo, of course I would want to earn a degree by the age of 24 dad.. but on top of that I still want my own salon, I still want to pursue martial arts, I still want a beachbody, I still want to succeed in the performing arts, I still want to be inlove, and I still want to go to FIDM. You see, crazy asss dream huh. How will that ever work?

When right now, I haven’t even made up for all the classes I missed Junior year. And when just earlier, I literally died off of relationship problems.

When that time comes, I will get that big mansion my cousin’s and I hoped for. Where it’s divided into many different sections, just like a personal hotel.

LOL, let’s get real. Well one thing I’m sure of though, and its that I do have a mission in life, and that mission, will take me around the world.